“I'm selfish , impatient and a little insecure . I make mistakes , I am out of control and at times hard to handle . But if you can't handle me at my worst , then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best .” ― Marilyn Monroe
Been reading up on some quotes on the the net , i'm specially in love with Nicholas Sparks' quotes . Here are some meaningful quotes he quoted
“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.”
“Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.”
“If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale.”
Aren't they just so meaningful ? It's almost like you could relate your feelings to his quotes . Well , Marilyn Monroe has very good quotes too . Recalling how i used to spend days and nights doing a project with my team-mates on Marilyn Monroe . I really miss school , so much . Though studying can be stressful at times , your friends and lecturers are there to make the environment so much better . At least , it could take away all your troubles for a while . Anyway , i got distracted ... Speaking back about Marilyn Monroe , i thought it would be good if i could share some her meaningful quotes & so here it goes :
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
“If you can make a woman laugh, you can make her do anything.”
Oh please , tell me how amazing can her quotes be .
I love Nicholas Sparks , Marilyn Monroe and not forgetting Audrey Hepburn too . So much love for these 3 amazing people ♥♥♥
Anyway , I am still not feeling pretty good today . Didn't wake up to the best of my mood , but i believe everything will be fine . I'm strong , i won't let anything affect my mood . Though i woke up still feeling moody , at least after blogging , i'll feel much better ! Will be heading down to meet Amanda and Anthony for dinner later on at Newton , maybe i should have stingray to make myself feel better . Food makes me happy all the time . I mean who doesn't love food , especially cakes , seafood , puddings , chocolates , and everything else . Food is just like my paradise , my heaven . They instantly make me feel so much better . Nothing beats the feeling of sitting down with your friends chilling over food and having the craziest chats ever . Those conversations that no one will ever understand . I think that's it for today's post . Hopefully i'll be blogging again tomorrow & may tomorrow be a better day for me .
-CHERYL'ALEXIS
It's been ages since i've posted something onto my blog . It has been pretty dead , in fact , super dead . Just felt the sudden urge to blog . It seems like blogging is definitely still the best way to pour out all your feelings . No , it isn't thrashing , just jotting down what you feel in your everyday life . I honestly don't know what has gotten into my head today . I've just been feeling so temperamental . I don't blame it on my PMS or whatsoever . Maybe it's just because all of a sudden , i feel so unappreciated . Yes , i was stupid enough to go down to your place , waiting for you for 5hours knowing that you'll be out with your mum . I could have just stayed at home and do my own things , could have used my time wisely to do something more useful . I'm not complaining anything at all , it was my own choice to come down and wait for you to be back . Though it really seems nothing to you , but it meant something to me . I was thinking ; Maybe i could give you a little surprise , after a day of duty last night and after a whole long day of walking around in JB , i could just be there to give you a little hug and spend some quality time with you . You made me feel like it was a wasted trip . I came down , waited and waited ... Not to watch you sleep . You told me you had your reasons . Yes , you're not at fault . I am a lousy girlfriend for not even understanding that you were tired . Yes , i'm a useless girlfriend . I couldn't do anything at all to help you , in fact i caused you more trouble , making you feel even more tired . Then who will be there to understand how i felt at that point of time ? I walked away , feeling a little pissed out . Though i am mad at you , i still care for you . Feeling so worried , if you had taken your dinner . No matter how mad i was , i still got you your favourite hotdog bun because you were on diet + all the shops were closed . I had to hurry my way down to BreadTalk just in case they were closing . Went in to search for hotdog buns like a hungry ghost . Even had to skipped my own dinner and ate a bread instead . Sitting at your void deck , eating a bread . Hoping and praying so hard you'll at least use your house phone to call me or even to just come down and talk to me . If you really feel that chasing after your own girlfriend is a waste of time , then why promise me you'll make me happy as long as it's within your means . That's not called making me happy . I know i am harsh with my words , but your words were worst . You make me feel like i was nothing to you at all , literally NOTHING and NO ONE . If you really loved me wholeheartedly , you would have at least made the effort to chase after me . If you don't even want to take the step of trying and you're giving up just like that . I have nothing to say to you at all . I'm sorry if i am not your ideal gentle girlfriend . You were right , i can never be gentle . I am not like the other girls who are so understanding to understand that their boyfriend is feeling tired after a long day . I am not as thoughtful as other girls . I'm sorry , i'm just so sorry for being so imperfect , for being so damn bloody useless . Sometimes i don't even think i deserve someone like you . I failed to your girlfriend . I'm sorry . Whatever it is , at least i know i tried my very best .
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”
“I'm selfish , impatient and a little insecure . I make mistakes , I am out of control and at times hard to handle . But if you can't handle me at my worst , then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best .” ― Marilyn Monroe
Been reading up on some quotes on the the net , i'm specially in love with Nicholas Sparks' quotes . Here are some meaningful quotes he quoted
“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.”
“Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.”
“If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale.”
Aren't they just so meaningful ? It's almost like you could relate your feelings to his quotes . Well , Marilyn Monroe has very good quotes too . Recalling how i used to spend days and nights doing a project with my team-mates on Marilyn Monroe . I really miss school , so much . Though studying can be stressful at times , your friends and lecturers are there to make the environment so much better . At least , it could take away all your troubles for a while . Anyway , i got distracted ... Speaking back about Marilyn Monroe , i thought it would be good if i could share some her meaningful quotes & so here it goes :
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
“If you can make a woman laugh, you can make her do anything.”
Oh please , tell me how amazing can her quotes be .
I love Nicholas Sparks , Marilyn Monroe and not forgetting Audrey Hepburn too . So much love for these 3 amazing people ♥♥♥
Anyway , I am still not feeling pretty good today . Didn't wake up to the best of my mood , but i believe everything will be fine . I'm strong , i won't let anything affect my mood . Though i woke up still feeling moody , at least after blogging , i'll feel much better ! Will be heading down to meet Amanda and Anthony for dinner later on at Newton , maybe i should have stingray to make myself feel better . Food makes me happy all the time . I mean who doesn't love food , especially cakes , seafood , puddings , chocolates , and everything else . Food is just like my paradise , my heaven . They instantly make me feel so much better . Nothing beats the feeling of sitting down with your friends chilling over food and having the craziest chats ever . Those conversations that no one will ever understand . I think that's it for today's post . Hopefully i'll be blogging again tomorrow & may tomorrow be a better day for me .
-CHERYL'ALEXIS
It's been ages since i've posted something onto my blog . It has been pretty dead , in fact , super dead . Just felt the sudden urge to blog . It seems like blogging is definitely still the best way to pour out all your feelings . No , it isn't thrashing , just jotting down what you feel in your everyday life . I honestly don't know what has gotten into my head today . I've just been feeling so temperamental . I don't blame it on my PMS or whatsoever . Maybe it's just because all of a sudden , i feel so unappreciated . Yes , i was stupid enough to go down to your place , waiting for you for 5hours knowing that you'll be out with your mum . I could have just stayed at home and do my own things , could have used my time wisely to do something more useful . I'm not complaining anything at all , it was my own choice to come down and wait for you to be back . Though it really seems nothing to you , but it meant something to me . I was thinking ; Maybe i could give you a little surprise , after a day of duty last night and after a whole long day of walking around in JB , i could just be there to give you a little hug and spend some quality time with you . You made me feel like it was a wasted trip . I came down , waited and waited ... Not to watch you sleep . You told me you had your reasons . Yes , you're not at fault . I am a lousy girlfriend for not even understanding that you were tired . Yes , i'm a useless girlfriend . I couldn't do anything at all to help you , in fact i caused you more trouble , making you feel even more tired . Then who will be there to understand how i felt at that point of time ? I walked away , feeling a little pissed out . Though i am mad at you , i still care for you . Feeling so worried , if you had taken your dinner . No matter how mad i was , i still got you your favourite hotdog bun because you were on diet + all the shops were closed . I had to hurry my way down to BreadTalk just in case they were closing . Went in to search for hotdog buns like a hungry ghost . Even had to skipped my own dinner and ate a bread instead . Sitting at your void deck , eating a bread . Hoping and praying so hard you'll at least use your house phone to call me or even to just come down and talk to me . If you really feel that chasing after your own girlfriend is a waste of time , then why promise me you'll make me happy as long as it's within your means . That's not called making me happy . I know i am harsh with my words , but your words were worst . You make me feel like i was nothing to you at all , literally NOTHING and NO ONE . If you really loved me wholeheartedly , you would have at least made the effort to chase after me . If you don't even want to take the step of trying and you're giving up just like that . I have nothing to say to you at all . I'm sorry if i am not your ideal gentle girlfriend . You were right , i can never be gentle . I am not like the other girls who are so understanding to understand that their boyfriend is feeling tired after a long day . I am not as thoughtful as other girls . I'm sorry , i'm just so sorry for being so imperfect , for being so damn bloody useless . Sometimes i don't even think i deserve someone like you . I failed to your girlfriend . I'm sorry . Whatever it is , at least i know i tried my very best .
CHERYL'ALEXIS , 18
Loved by the most caring man on Earth , Derrick
12:49 AM
